Unveiling Heart

Am I a modern day Pharisee- a white washed tomb, consumed by knowledge that I have forgotten to love? Or am I Hosea's wife, caressing an adultress world satisfying lust and greed?  There's a deep thirst that's unquenchable  Even the best things in the world seems to miss.  Ah! All is vanity under the sun. Passing by wounded lives, unmoved, Whatever happened to the child who would break at the sight of hate. Why am I changing to look like the world compromised and cold? A deep cry, a raging storm with a beautiful mask  How I wish one can look deep within You promised you can My heart longs for You my Saviour  Rescue me before my heart grows cold You said even in my abundant sin your grace would abound You promised to rescue me even if I make my bed in hell. And Yes You did, You found me. Even though I run far away from You. You relentlessly pursue me My wounded heart screams vengeance But then Your sweet Spirit reminds me You were

Dressed pretty with bandages that wrap my wounds and dead and broken dreams,   People dread to unwrap these bandages fearing the mess and the unpleasant stench, They mourn the death and convinced its all over, Where no one else can see or can reach. Deep cried unto deep, A cry for life. Jesus you visit me while everyone else said its too late, You call me by my name, Your words breathe life into this dead being, You unwrapped the messy and stinking wounds that none want to catch a glimpse of, You are the balm that healed my brokenness, You alone loved me and cared to rescue me from my grave clothes, Your love covered the multitude of death, sin and brokenness You clothe me with a garment of praise Your love is true life!

You were about Your Father's Mission, A mission of Love and Justice, A mission of Reconciliation. A relationship broken by sin, You came and restored. You demonstrated the Father's heart of love, For a world marred with sin and shame. An Innocent One crucified! You willingly gave your life on the cross, As an atoning sacrifice and paid the price. You were denied, betrayed,rejected, abandoned, By Your own for whom You came cause of love. They shouted "Crucify! Crucify!" Love responded "Father forgive them for they know not what they do." You died and You rose and visited those who denied You, You met them in love and forgiveness.   Even as my flesh is crucified with Yours, And You live in me, May I behold Your love You demonstrated, On the cross. A love You poured out so lavishly and willingly, A love that was necessary to restore the broken and fallen world. Help me live that love as I walk the earth, Even when denied, rejected and broken by those who pledg

Love was not mere words, But in action and demonstration Denied self Determined to follow the will of the Father Faithful One to the unfaithful bride Crucified the flesh on the cross  Love so powerful that conquered death Love is alive! Love fill your passion within me, To die to self and live for thee. Spirit consume every part of me Only you remain in Your bride for the world to see

I heard a voice saying-" Give not your love for they won't value it, Remember they use love only to please themselves. Give not your trust; remember they have broken you over and over again. Show no mercy for they will hurt you again. Hold yourself back from pouring selfless passion for they will reject and abandon you again. Express not the purest emotions for they won't understand it." Ah!These storms of doubt are raging. These shackles of fear are binding me and tearing me apart. I hear his wicked laugh assuming victory. My soul desperately cries out from the depths of me to my Saviour to help me walk His path Prince of peace calming the storm in me A light breaking through the darkness and giving life to me Perfect love setting me free from the bondage of fear I hear His voice saying- "Love like I love and deny yourself and follow Me" But I said-"what if they hurt me again?" He reminded me I was once them He showed me the cross and sai